squeezing out free time
free time has been evasive so far. while i may catch short glimpses of it from time to time, it rarely lasts long enough for us to get to know each other more, or re-acquaint ourselves on the times we lost contact. free time caught me dozing off on a 5 hour bus trip to bukidnon for a ten minute hearing, and a 4 hour trip back. we never found a way to take snapshots of the day to day affair of what is or what was or what may be. it caught me again another time sighing off around five to six hours of travel time to a western coast village, but never in an opportune time to dilly dally more in its humorous normal bucolic or could be conflicted affairs.
i can barely squeeze out free time for a long comforting dream. what started as a good sleep turned into a salvador dali-like dream episode seeming david lynch-like nightmare of being trapped in a far away place confronted with options to not so wanted situations.
i barely squeezed out time for this. a few glasses of rh. a life check. things have become fast-paced, and amazingly, at least, free time finds me still managing well enough despite the limitations around.
a nine hour ride to dipolog is next.