you asked why. i could not answer.
i am not running away from something or anything.
i am without any intention to abscond or escape.
i want to see. differently.
yet much i have left and i have lost i have started to miss and hopefully regain. it seems there are beginnings and no ends. life enters a spectrum, splits and splinters into various forms.
this was what you told me. i can no longer be sure if i can keep on waiting still.